Hey! I work in a place that provides a place for people with handicaps. There are many people there that society considers repulsive and freaks, but I see them on a daily basis smiling and enjoying their lives. I am not saying that such a place is for you, I just wanted to say that even if mainstream society rejects you, there will be places that will accept you. I can only encourage you to seek professionals that can help you overcome your hurdle and find a place to strive. Best of luck!

Showerthought: If she had only one arm she would be great at being the big spoon (without struggling with where to put the other arm)

Hi! Why do you say to avoid the oral route for HRT? (I might start hrt soon so I am curious)